... C'mon, it was nothing personal! I talked Jin Ling out of taking the flute and feather instead—don't I get points for that?
[agni honestly is not trying to get points for anything because he hates himself a lot right now, but it's a sign of how comfortable he is around nhs that he can joke like this.]
[he was a shitty teen once and he will try this if he needs to. directly sliming is no good, it has to be an extremely unpleasant surprise of some form later on.]
Mm... People are entitled to their feelings, and I don't want to invalidate them. If it helps people to say those things, then I just consider it part of my job to hear them out.
You know what I was like, when we all first arrived.
[a slight wave of his hand, careful to keep the motion small enough that he doesn't drip.]
I've spent some time letting people say what they will of me. Encouraging it, to some degree. It's difficult, at times, not to try to prove them wrong.
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[agni honestly is not trying to get points for anything because he hates himself a lot right now, but it's a sign of how comfortable he is around nhs that he can joke like this.]
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[similarly, he's comfortable enough to joke right back, even after being Like This about it.]
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[he folds his arms, there, fingers tapping on one forearm.]
But I'll be generous, and only subtract one.
[a brief, thoughtful hum.]
One added for including Beau, though.
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I just hope no one gives her a hard time for knowing. Bad enough that Hunter's getting some of it, when it was my fault...
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[unfortunate that he might not have enough time left here to do much else. hm.]
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[he was a shitty teen once and he will try this if he needs to. directly sliming is no good, it has to be an extremely unpleasant surprise of some form later on.]
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As a god, you'd go insane if you couldn't handle what people thought of you.
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[a pause, there, fingers tapping on his forearm.]
Is it ever difficult, though, to just let people say such things?
[-because he can certainly understand that feeling, if so, after having to ensure his own reputation stayed terrible.]
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[a little hum, before-]
That doesn't quite answer the question, either.
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[...]
What's with the sudden curiosity?
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[a slight wave of his hand, careful to keep the motion small enough that he doesn't drip.]
I've spent some time letting people say what they will of me. Encouraging it, to some degree. It's difficult, at times, not to try to prove them wrong.
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I've always been an outsider. The other gods have insulted me all my life.
Compared to that, this is nothing, especially if it makes people feel better.
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[he can take it.
and he'd rather they blame him than feel guilty themselves.]
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