[if he's about to say anything else, he doesn't get the chance. the scene shifts again, to a flower field, city buildings not far in the distance.
although babo kim (?) may start off in a soft mood, it quickly turns to surprise, and then frustration. it persists for most of the memory.
certainly not in how it ends, though. in the last moments, all that's present is overwhelming fury—the kind devoid of any reason, that completely blinds one to anything else. it's the (quite literally) white-hot urge to destroy.
[that last part shakes him more than he'd like to admit to. anger and violence might be in the blood of his sect, but not like that-- nie huaisang shifts away from him as soon as he can move again, a hand raised to his chest until he's sure he can breathe easily, that it's properly faded.
-though, well, as much as he shoves his expression back into order, breathing easily after that is awfully hard. that part about abhorring sneaks echoes in his head, and especially after his own memory he has to wonder just how bad his luck could really be.]
That's- you're... you're what?
[the god thing is also a pretty big deal, what the fuck!]
[if it helps, nhs, gandharva is a sneaky bastard who has backstabbed agni so many fucking times and yet agni still gives him second chances even though gandharva! sucks!
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As I said. I've managed-- but no, I wasn't hurt when I came here.
[it really wasn't that bad, huaisang just... exaggerated...]
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... snh?]
Well, that's... good. I think?
[if he's about to say anything else, he doesn't get the chance. the scene shifts again, to a flower field, city buildings not far in the distance.
although babo kim (?) may start off in a soft mood, it quickly turns to surprise, and then frustration. it persists for most of the memory.
certainly not in how it ends, though. in the last moments, all that's present is overwhelming fury—the kind devoid of any reason, that completely blinds one to anything else. it's the (quite literally) white-hot urge to destroy.
and then, the scene fades.]
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-though, well, as much as he shoves his expression back into order, breathing easily after that is awfully hard. that part about abhorring sneaks echoes in his head, and especially after his own memory he has to wonder just how bad his luck could really be.]
That's- you're... you're what?
[the god thing is also a pretty big deal, what the fuck!]
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"jan didn't you play gandharva" yea]
Um... sorry about that.
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[in fairness, does anyone ever expect somebody to be a god??]
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[clearly the issue here]
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[like, that's an understatement.]
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[something nhs apparently understands.]
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[he gets it. there's a shake of his head, though.]
Still-- I really wouldn't have expected anyone to be... you seem quite different from any god I've known of.
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